I can't seem to keep myself awake anymore. I find myself walking in that bland gray reality in between sleep and utter exhaustion a lot lately. That crazy false reality where everything is either hilarious or terrible. You are either laughing with your friends about absolutely nothing, or fighting back the urge to hit an inanimate object when you're alone.
I try and not hit things though, because I have more respect for the people and things around me than Chris Brown. Ouch. That was rude, but it's okay because now he is getting paper!
Don't hit me Chris Brown.
I can't sleep anymore, because I don't like having to wake up. Not because hitting the snooze button is an incredibly hard task, but because when my day is almost over, when I should be getting in bed, everything makes perfect sense. My entire life seems to be a puzzle that has been solved, until I fall asleep. It's like a terrible Fox TV series that they won't cancel. At the end of the show everything pulls together only to start all over again next week.
So as an ode to the problems keeping me from sleep, this one is for you.
I can't change what I've done, but I am not changing who I am.
I've just been a guy making the same mistakes over and over again,
but it ends now.
You say, "live up to your first impression."
Well, my best side was your worst invention.
Why can't you live without the attention?
I will never make another promise with you in mind.
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